Well hello again...nice to see you again. My you are looking well! What, you have a problem with my niceness then fine, I'll just say you look like hell! Is that better Mr/Ms. Pessimistic, lol just kidding but it is good to see you again.
I have been scattered brained again about what exactly I want to talk to you folks about...let's see, friends, love, the election. Ehhhhh...nah I don't think any of those, yet at the same time all of those. Have you ever just battled with yourself internally...well I do it on a constant basis and I tell you what I am one tough cookie!
I refuse to give up and I refuse to give and sometimes you have too! I refuse to let people dictate what I can and can't do...that makes me an angry rebel black sheep, I call it passionate for change.
I recently had a good friend of mine (shout out #TeamTurtle) tell me when it comes to love "you are just too picky" my response was you may be right. He says "It's like you subconsciously look for stuff to discount folks and if you don't let down your defenses no one will ever be good enough." Well of course rebel me was like "WHATEVER BUDDY" but real me was like "yeah I know I really need to be more conscious of that."
Moving on along...friends well I don't have many I really call friends yet the ones I do that are active are awesome! Shout out to you guys...I thank you for setting me straight when I am all over the place, being that shoulder to cry on when I need it as well as that ear to listen. I was a bit down and often envious of folks who had these undying long lasting friendships (I remember when I had those). I wanted that but you know what God gives us what we need. Strangely enough I was whining about not having any friends to a couple of friends! WTH?! How insensitive of me, after I thought back on it! They are awesome friends and they must have felt like chop suey hearing me whining and saying I don't have any friends....I'm sorry you guys even when you tick me off. I LOVE YOU!!! (*side note* As I type my friend is sitting here randomly singing lyrics off key as all hell it's hilarious*)
You know we don't tell people we love them as much as we should then if something where to happen you are ready to throw yourself in moving traffic because you never told them how you felt about them or how much they have influenced your life etc. So make sure you tell the ones you care about that you do care about them and what impact they have had on your life. It would mean the world to them, I know it would mean to the world to me if I heard that.
Ok moving on along...the election...President Barack Obama will stay the president for 4 more year.... Get over it, move on, it is what it is!!
This blog is totally scattered and random and you know what...one word...WHATEVER lol anyways
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